Dreams

Well this weekend I had one that left me sitting there going "huh" Sadie and I were going to a particular pagan shop (which right there set off my alarms since we don't even live in the same state right now) It wasn't located anywhere near where the actual store is...but it's a dream...i digress. Anyway we go into the store and the owner was teaching a class and as we walked in she said quite clearly, "You aren't a real witch unless you cast spells for everything in your life." Well this set me off since I am VERY careful about doing anything. What can I say I'm an overly cautious witch... Needless to say this started an arguement about spell use and the like. Granted the person I was arguing with in my dream I have little respect for as a pagan since she had been known to use spells and the like to try and manipulate people...directly in contrast with the rede.

Things to do this week...

Let's see if I can get a list up and actually stick with it....hehe

1. Post about the dream I have last night and how it applies to my life as a witch
2. Decide if I'm going to keep the blog here or set up a wordpress one on my poisonousroses hosting account.
3. Come up with a name for the pagan online store
4. Start getting the store set up with inventory and all that
5. Email Tara about setting up the Master Usui Reiki attunement
6. Finish updating the blogroll with the rest of my links

Titus

As most know about me I don't tend to hold back...either that or you will learn that about me...lol Christopher Titus is not by any means PC...so do not click play if you don't want to hear/see it. You have been warned.

Recipe - Imbolc Potato Leek Soup

Yes I realize Imbolc is still a few weeks away but it's coming quicker then we think. Hard to believe that it felt like just yesterday was Yule. The wheel goes by so fast. I can't wait to try this one!!

Potato Leek Soup

4 cups peeled & coarsely chopped potatoes (about 4-5 medium potatoes)
3 cups thinly sliced leeks (@4 leeks; use the white and light green parts)
2 qts. chicken stock (to make vegetarian, substitute with veggie stock)
1 t. salt, black pepper (to taste)
1/2 c. heavy cream (or half and half, or whole milk, all work fine, it just affects the richness of flavor.)
3 T. finely cut fresh chives

Simmer potatoes, leeks, stock, salt, partially covered saucepan for 40-50 minutes or until vegetables are tender. Transfer in small batches to a blender and blend until desired consistency (smooth) is reached. Season with salt and pepper, and stir in cream/milk. Before serving, return soup to low heat and bring it to a simmer. Serve topped with fresh chives.

Serving Suggestion
Serve in a crusty bread bowl.

Serves 4.

The New Year

I've spent the past two days with my boys and I have to say I became spoiled by it. Being back at work today and the having to be up at 6:30 royally sucked...but I'm here and actually feeling better then I had been feeling at the end of the year. There are a few things that I am trying to work with as far as resolutions. Although we will see how I do with them.

One of the big ones is my weight. I need to lose it again. I did it before and granted I was still smoking at the time but I can/will do it again. I am swiftly approaching my one year of having quit smoking which I am proud of. I occasionally still want one but from what my hubby tells me even after all the years it's been since he quit he still wants one from time to time.

My first venture into this weight loss...which some may think is comical...I start Belly Dancing classes on the 14th at work. Yes it means coming into work earlier 2 days a week so that I can take the class and still have time to take a shower/grab something to eat but I start that journey on Monday's and Wednesday's soon. I'm really looking forward to it. I was wavering when Tara was trying to talk me into taking classes with her and then they started offering at the gym here at work. We had both talked about it and decided it was a sign I need to get my butt in gear...well in this case my hips. We shall see how it goes. But I am being optimistic. If it goes well here then I may venture into Tara's classes with her.

Another thing I need to work on is I want to be less of a "Sunday Witch" You know the one that only does stuff on holidays and Sabbats. I need to push myself more to meditate every day and work more in my craft. I'd like to try and so my initiation this year. I'm still learning and I'm WAY beyond studying for a year and a day. Classes actually start back up in March which I cannot wait for. A developing Psychic Skills class is the first one. Definitely excited about that one.

I want to be a better wife and mother. This may mean curbing the computer addiction but I think instead of being on the computer when the kids are home sending some real time with the kids would be better...even if it's back to knitting while sitting with them and they are watching cartoons. The Guitar Hero Marathons we had over the holidays were a blast even just watching. It's given my oldest a new appreciation for some older music (He played Crossroads for hours until he got it right *giggle*)

I need to cut/get rid of things that are dragging me down and holding me back. Stop worrying about things I cannot change. It's the past...it's over with. In other words LET. IT. GO!!! There is no saving some people if they don't want to be saved. You can't force them to see "the light" they will only see it in their own time. I think I may have to do a ritual to let certain things go. Perhaps one like Turtleheart did with writing down and burning it to let go. I also need to let go of the guilt. If I can't change it I shouldn't feel guilty about it. (It's the old Catholic upbringing coming through)

I know things like the above will all come in time. But I'm feeling positive that this is going to be an amazing year. I will become a Usui Reiki Master this month if things go according to plan. I will do my first degree initiation this year. My greenman and I will have our handfasting. Life is looking pretty good right now. Money is really tight...but we will make it through together as a family.

Blessed be to all for this new year

Quickie again

I was hoping to get somethng more profound here today but it didn't happen. Long day with Doctor's appointments and then spending time with the kids and my hubby when I was finally home for the evening. It was nice to be able to have dinner as a family without it being a weekend. Took some much needed rest this morning and slept in. It will be back to the regular scheduled blogging starting tomorrow I hope if the world around me cooperates. Now it's off to bed for a very early morning.

Happy New Years

Today is going tob e short and sweet. Spent the day with the hubby and my oldest. Stayed up WAY too late last night but thats another story. Time to crash now. I'll have a better post tomorrow.